ok. So here it goes. The following are a couple of highlights about what has been going on in my mind over the past month or so.

1. Jesus in me vs. my flesh---> Although I know the outcome of this war, the battle still sucks. I feel skitzophrenic. . .like there are two people inside of me. One side of me wants to do the right thing, stand out, and be different. The other person wants to cave in to the world, or to what is normal. I am still currently in battle and and need some ammo for this horrific fight. I am praying....sometimes. However, it is at all times that I need prayer and support. I didn't ever have the thought of losing this battle. I am determined and I know whose side I am on.

2. Life is crazy. This is the second thing in my mind that has taken up most of my thoughts. So many things have been happening in my life. The World has thrown me some fast pitches. I am taking them as they are and am trying to hit a homerun. The problem is that I feel like I am batting blind. I never surely know if I am doing the right thing, which goes back to #1.

Well that is it. It seems like blogging helps. So does talking with Jesus.